Thursday, August 19, 2010
Ma Quote™
Reflection at night is needed, contemplating all things we've going through in this life. Still, enjoy your life!
Eka Ramaditya bohong?
Ey gue ga tau ini gimana, yang jelas tadi barusan aja gue liat di twitternya @TraxFMJKT kalo blogger dan pembuat sound game jepang itu selama ini melakukan kebohongan publik?
Ini retweet-an dari trax:
RT @TraxFMJKT: Blogger tunanetra, Eko Ramaditya, baru aja ngaku selama ini ngibul. waduh, lo sendiri pada pernah ngibul demi diliat keren preng?
RT @TraxFMJKT (via kompas) ngibul bahwa dia bikin musik game jepang. padahal ngga. doi udah minta maaf tapi ;) @astridsabir**
Haaaah? What the hell is goin' on?
Jadi selama ini dia pura-pura buta?
sudah dijelaskan katanya sih dia udah minta maaf gitu ke publik, tapi... please deh ga usah pake bohong bisa?
Ini retweet-an dari trax:
RT @TraxFMJKT: Blogger tunanetra, Eko Ramaditya, baru aja ngaku selama ini ngibul. waduh, lo sendiri pada pernah ngibul demi diliat keren preng?
RT @TraxFMJKT (via kompas) ngibul bahwa dia bikin musik game jepang. padahal ngga. doi udah minta maaf tapi ;) @astridsabir**
Haaaah? What the hell is goin' on?
Jadi selama ini dia pura-pura buta?
sudah dijelaskan katanya sih dia udah minta maaf gitu ke publik, tapi... please deh ga usah pake bohong bisa?
Going through it all, move on!
Well pals, its been a year i didn't even touch this blog haha actually since the first month on 2010 i posted a post.
Okay, hemm.... Where should I begin it all? Woaaahh i have lotta stories to tell 'till i confused where i've to start from. Hahaha :D
I agree with what agnes monica says on Chitato advertisement "LIFE IS NEVER FLAT"
On March, April and May I was feel butterflies but at that time I was in misery as well.
3 months that taught me to distinguish the differences between friend or lover.
The boy who was surrounding my mind, as the time went by and more expectation I wished but he didn't even realize my feeling. Finally I reached the point where I ought to say it first. Ok i told him that what i feel is more than just a friend.
Aaaaaahhh.. Can you imagine it? I'm a girl and i tell that boy about my feeling. Rrrrhh i felt terrible at that time.
Lucky me he could understand about it, but from "reviewing all files i got", I decided not to text/phone him again.
We were lose contact for two or three weeks but he 'poke' me by his tweet.
Guess what I got? I'VE GOT MY FRIEND BACK!!
Its good somehow after I told him and i guess we won't talk anymore finally I feel happy that he's still my bestfriend!
I'm definitely truly happy that we are friends till now :)
in the end of May and on the begining of June
I found a new guy. Lil bit annoying at the first I guess its his habit, he feels that he's cool yeah maybe..
He used to text me everyday
We were asking about what was happened in each other daily activities.
I never had a thought that he'd be my boyfriend but this is what occured on June.
Though he's very very nice, we were happy at that time but.... he did break it for some reasons. What i mean by 'reason' is till now i can't understand how could he make it as the reasons?
We were together, it took a month.. Its a short time but..... ah forget it
Gossshh i was terrible when he said it all over. So much tear drops i couldn't handle.
I tried to live July but it only become worst.
As he tried to flirt to another girls I look in to myself, why did I have to stay on this position.
So many sounds shouted that "YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON VER!"
it's like hemm, O-f*ckin-KAY, i'll try to move on.
Now he's in his relationship with idk who the hell she is.
Hey, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! Not anymore hahaha im moving on ryt? :D
As the time goes by I found a lot of lessons. All that happenned is teaching us a lesson, realize it guys!
The keys are: Forgive, Forget, Fully sincere
Oh, one more thing you should know:
Look at yourself pals, after all this time, after all tears wasted, and all that burn your mind and time, YOU'RE STILL HAVING LIFE AND YOU'VE GONE THROUGH IT ALL BY YOUR OWN-F*CKIN-SELF !
You are tougher than you know,
Say it to those jerks -->“C'mon hurt me as hard as you can, but one thing you should know that I will not give up, I will not be broken, I'll live it all”
Don't dwell on what was, cause the past is still the past ☺
Okay, hemm.... Where should I begin it all? Woaaahh i have lotta stories to tell 'till i confused where i've to start from. Hahaha :D
I agree with what agnes monica says on Chitato advertisement "LIFE IS NEVER FLAT"
On March, April and May I was feel butterflies but at that time I was in misery as well.
3 months that taught me to distinguish the differences between friend or lover.
The boy who was surrounding my mind, as the time went by and more expectation I wished but he didn't even realize my feeling. Finally I reached the point where I ought to say it first. Ok i told him that what i feel is more than just a friend.
Aaaaaahhh.. Can you imagine it? I'm a girl and i tell that boy about my feeling. Rrrrhh i felt terrible at that time.
Lucky me he could understand about it, but from "reviewing all files i got", I decided not to text/phone him again.
We were lose contact for two or three weeks but he 'poke' me by his tweet.
Guess what I got? I'VE GOT MY FRIEND BACK!!
Its good somehow after I told him and i guess we won't talk anymore finally I feel happy that he's still my bestfriend!
I'm definitely truly happy that we are friends till now :)
in the end of May and on the begining of June
I found a new guy. Lil bit annoying at the first I guess its his habit, he feels that he's cool yeah maybe..
He used to text me everyday
We were asking about what was happened in each other daily activities.
I never had a thought that he'd be my boyfriend but this is what occured on June.
Though he's very very nice, we were happy at that time but.... he did break it for some reasons. What i mean by 'reason' is till now i can't understand how could he make it as the reasons?
We were together, it took a month.. Its a short time but..... ah forget it
Gossshh i was terrible when he said it all over. So much tear drops i couldn't handle.
I tried to live July but it only become worst.
As he tried to flirt to another girls I look in to myself, why did I have to stay on this position.
So many sounds shouted that "YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON VER!"
it's like hemm, O-f*ckin-KAY, i'll try to move on.
Now he's in his relationship with idk who the hell she is.
Hey, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! Not anymore hahaha im moving on ryt? :D
As the time goes by I found a lot of lessons. All that happenned is teaching us a lesson, realize it guys!
The keys are: Forgive, Forget, Fully sincere
Oh, one more thing you should know:
Look at yourself pals, after all this time, after all tears wasted, and all that burn your mind and time, YOU'RE STILL HAVING LIFE AND YOU'VE GONE THROUGH IT ALL BY YOUR OWN-F*CKIN-SELF !
You are tougher than you know,
Say it to those jerks -->“C'mon hurt me as hard as you can, but one thing you should know that I will not give up, I will not be broken, I'll live it all”
Don't dwell on what was, cause the past is still the past ☺
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Goodbye little brown R.I.P Brown 211209
Perjalanan saya ke anyer untuk photoshoot buku tahunan di nodai oleh berita duka yg cukup mengagetkan.
tanggal 21 Desember 2009 tepat saat ulang tahun kakak.
Kira-kira jam 9 adek saya ng'sms isi smsnya spt ini : "vero brown meninggal!!"
trus saya bls menyanyakan kenapa bisa mati dsb dsb.
Jam 9 itu saya dan teman2 macrofista masih di bus kira2 di pertengahan jalan menuju anyer.
Kaget dengernya,sedih,bingung. Ah gatau lagi kaya gimana persaan waktu kemarin.
adek juga ngabarin kalau papa sempat dikatain 'an*ing' sama yg nabrak.
Dari kabar itu gue menyimpulkan kalau: pasti sempat terjadi keributan dirumah.
Sumpah bingung banget kemarin itu.
Trus langsung lah saya ngomong ke selin pertamanya. "Sel,brown mati"
Tapi karena ga tahan mata udah perih, alhasil nangis lah saya di bus sejadi-jadinya!
Ya, teman-teman yg lain khususnya yg duduk di bus bagian belakang kaget kenapa saya nangis gitu.
Selin nanya: "ver,lo nangis?"
Gatau lagi harus ngomong apa yg jelas yg saya tau saat itu cuma sedih. Sedih banget.
Tapi amazed banget sama tmn2 semua mereka coba buat ngehibur.
Seperti postingan photo saya sebelum-sebelum ini yg bang piet sampai main boneka di depan saya krn saat di bus dis duduk disamping saya dan ngomong banyak, selin meluk, wahyu nanyi pke gitar lagu yg liriknya serahkanlah serahkanlah apaaa gitu lupa..
Huhuuu thankies ya my bestiest :')
I really appreciate it and I won't forget it.
Pas sampai ke rumah, mama cerita dengan suara pelan, "vero,si brown udah ga ada kan" languidly gitu lah nyeritainnya.
Josua adik saya nangis inget brown.
Conny emosi menceritakan kalau yg nabrak juga nyolot apalagi adik iparnya itu.. Terlalu panjang kalau diceritakan gimana mereka sempet ribut pagi2nya.
Yg jelas papa yg ga tahan ngeliat darah dan shock karena dia ngeliat langsung si brown ditabrak sama mobil itu.
Papa memang ga tahan kalau ngeliat celaka darah begitu.
Nuntut keadilan dr si penabrak pun seperti setengah daya.
Mama dan kakak yg banyak membentak mereka.
SIM supirnya sudah dipegang.
Kita minta ganti anjing yg sama.
Duit? Engga! Walaupun harga anjing chihuahua yg se brown itu sudah mencapai 4juta.
Tapi sampai postingan ini saya turunkan si penabrak brengsek itu belum ngehubungin.
Mudah-mudahan dia ga lepas tanggung jawab.
Biar Tuhan yg balas, karena balasan Tuhan buat umatnya yg salah pasti lebih 'pantas'.
Kematian brown ini sebelumya udah banyak pertanda.
Contohnya:
1. Dari hari kamis perasaan saya sudah ga enak ttg hari senin 21. saya kira bakal terjadi apa-apa di perjalanan, karena bertepatan dgn kepergian macrofista ke anyer. Ternyata itu hari perginya si brown.
2.Sekitar 3malam lalu kk pulang dia cerita kalau tetangga ada yg rumahnya kemalingan. Trus saya menyeletuk: "wah, ma, kita harus cari anjing baru nih buat jaga rumah"
3. Sehari sebelum brown mati ada anak kecil lewat didepan rumah sama mbaknya. Mbaknya nanya mana anjingnya? Anak kecil iti nyeletuk: anjingnya udah meninggal.
4. Makanan kaleng brown habis dan 2 hari ga dibeli (yah mgkn memang sudah "tidak usah dibeli lagi,sudah dekat" )
5. Brown disuapin dan ngabisin biskuitnya. Padahal biasanya dia ga mau.
(mgkn brown mau nunjukin kalau biskuitnya ga boleh sia2. Harus habis seiring dengan habisnya nyawanya)
Dang!!
Kalau firasat yg kuat dgn petunjuk-petunjuk yg ada ternyata bisa 'berbicara',
Menyadarinya adalah penyesalan terbesar tidak bisa mencegah.
mungkin buat kalian atau sebagian orang berpikir ah cuma anjing yg mati.
Tapi brown udah bawa banyak memori buat kita.
Dia seperti memilih sendiri tanggal perginya.
211209 jam 9 tepat saat ulang tahun kakak saya.
Dan kaki kakak saya yg sakit keseleo jadi sembuh karena secara sontak dia mengejar mobil yg sempat mau kabur pas nabrak brown.
Karena brown sepertinya sudah memilih sendiri tanggal perginya. Agar diingat, dia ditabrak sepertinya sebagai hadiah dia rela agar kaki kakak saya sembuh dgn mengejar penabraknya.
Anjing chihuahua kesayangan kami mati konyol ditabrak mobil.
TOYOTA AVANZA - WARNA HITAM - NO PLAT: F 1267 WH
Goodbye our little brown. Too much memories you had bring for us.
A huge impressions on your jump, every step, and lick.
REST IN PEACE , Brown :")
We love you ♥
tanggal 21 Desember 2009 tepat saat ulang tahun kakak.
Kira-kira jam 9 adek saya ng'sms isi smsnya spt ini : "vero brown meninggal!!"
trus saya bls menyanyakan kenapa bisa mati dsb dsb.
Jam 9 itu saya dan teman2 macrofista masih di bus kira2 di pertengahan jalan menuju anyer.
Kaget dengernya,sedih,bingung. Ah gatau lagi kaya gimana persaan waktu kemarin.
adek juga ngabarin kalau papa sempat dikatain 'an*ing' sama yg nabrak.
Dari kabar itu gue menyimpulkan kalau: pasti sempat terjadi keributan dirumah.
Sumpah bingung banget kemarin itu.
Trus langsung lah saya ngomong ke selin pertamanya. "Sel,brown mati"
Tapi karena ga tahan mata udah perih, alhasil nangis lah saya di bus sejadi-jadinya!
Ya, teman-teman yg lain khususnya yg duduk di bus bagian belakang kaget kenapa saya nangis gitu.
Selin nanya: "ver,lo nangis?"
Gatau lagi harus ngomong apa yg jelas yg saya tau saat itu cuma sedih. Sedih banget.
Tapi amazed banget sama tmn2 semua mereka coba buat ngehibur.
Seperti postingan photo saya sebelum-sebelum ini yg bang piet sampai main boneka di depan saya krn saat di bus dis duduk disamping saya dan ngomong banyak, selin meluk, wahyu nanyi pke gitar lagu yg liriknya serahkanlah serahkanlah apaaa gitu lupa..
Huhuuu thankies ya my bestiest :')
I really appreciate it and I won't forget it.
Pas sampai ke rumah, mama cerita dengan suara pelan, "vero,si brown udah ga ada kan" languidly gitu lah nyeritainnya.
Josua adik saya nangis inget brown.
Conny emosi menceritakan kalau yg nabrak juga nyolot apalagi adik iparnya itu.. Terlalu panjang kalau diceritakan gimana mereka sempet ribut pagi2nya.
Yg jelas papa yg ga tahan ngeliat darah dan shock karena dia ngeliat langsung si brown ditabrak sama mobil itu.
Papa memang ga tahan kalau ngeliat celaka darah begitu.
Nuntut keadilan dr si penabrak pun seperti setengah daya.
Mama dan kakak yg banyak membentak mereka.
SIM supirnya sudah dipegang.
Kita minta ganti anjing yg sama.
Duit? Engga! Walaupun harga anjing chihuahua yg se brown itu sudah mencapai 4juta.
Tapi sampai postingan ini saya turunkan si penabrak brengsek itu belum ngehubungin.
Mudah-mudahan dia ga lepas tanggung jawab.
Biar Tuhan yg balas, karena balasan Tuhan buat umatnya yg salah pasti lebih 'pantas'.
Kematian brown ini sebelumya udah banyak pertanda.
Contohnya:
1. Dari hari kamis perasaan saya sudah ga enak ttg hari senin 21. saya kira bakal terjadi apa-apa di perjalanan, karena bertepatan dgn kepergian macrofista ke anyer. Ternyata itu hari perginya si brown.
2.Sekitar 3malam lalu kk pulang dia cerita kalau tetangga ada yg rumahnya kemalingan. Trus saya menyeletuk: "wah, ma, kita harus cari anjing baru nih buat jaga rumah"
3. Sehari sebelum brown mati ada anak kecil lewat didepan rumah sama mbaknya. Mbaknya nanya mana anjingnya? Anak kecil iti nyeletuk: anjingnya udah meninggal.
4. Makanan kaleng brown habis dan 2 hari ga dibeli (yah mgkn memang sudah "tidak usah dibeli lagi,sudah dekat" )
5. Brown disuapin dan ngabisin biskuitnya. Padahal biasanya dia ga mau.
(mgkn brown mau nunjukin kalau biskuitnya ga boleh sia2. Harus habis seiring dengan habisnya nyawanya)
Dang!!
Kalau firasat yg kuat dgn petunjuk-petunjuk yg ada ternyata bisa 'berbicara',
Menyadarinya adalah penyesalan terbesar tidak bisa mencegah.
mungkin buat kalian atau sebagian orang berpikir ah cuma anjing yg mati.
Tapi brown udah bawa banyak memori buat kita.
Dia seperti memilih sendiri tanggal perginya.
211209 jam 9 tepat saat ulang tahun kakak saya.
Dan kaki kakak saya yg sakit keseleo jadi sembuh karena secara sontak dia mengejar mobil yg sempat mau kabur pas nabrak brown.
Karena brown sepertinya sudah memilih sendiri tanggal perginya. Agar diingat, dia ditabrak sepertinya sebagai hadiah dia rela agar kaki kakak saya sembuh dgn mengejar penabraknya.
Anjing chihuahua kesayangan kami mati konyol ditabrak mobil.
TOYOTA AVANZA - WARNA HITAM - NO PLAT: F 1267 WH
Goodbye our little brown. Too much memories you had bring for us.
A huge impressions on your jump, every step, and lick.
REST IN PEACE , Brown :")
We love you ♥
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